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     Arihanta’s teachings to pacify Nagrathik, just like a little child
           seeks shelter in his mother’s words.
           Why such dependence inspite of possessing such immense
           knowledge himself? Because he was well aware that his
           intelligence was not even a mere droplet in comparison to
           the vast ocean of knowledge possessed by the Jinas.
           “Jineshwar Lord’s teachings are my ultimate refuge.” – This
           thought was a source of comfort for Sulsa as well. Losing 32
           beloved sons in a single instant, she sought the shelter of
           Jineshwara’s teachings to ease her sorrow. The respect, faith
           and significance of “Jainism” in both  Sulsa and Abhaykumar’s
           hearts denoted a glowing religious outlook.
           Considering oneself to be nothing in front of Jineshwara
           Lords, considering one’s knowledge to be insignificant in
           comparison to Lord’s teachings is the true religious outlook.
           You need firm determination to stop the arrogance of the
           vast knowledge possessed by you. Succumbing to the passions
           of anger, pride, avarice and greed is a trait of the weak and
           vulnerable. Strength and determination lies in stopping,
           suppressing and overcoming them. That is possible only by
           seeking refuge of the Jina’s teachings. And doing so is a sign
           of faith and power combined with humility and modesty.
           How does Lord’s refuge pacify our passions?
           Think about it -
              1) Lord Mahavira had to tolerate such unbearable
                 problems and he was still unmoved. My difficulties are
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