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Q. :  In spite of not having a single sinful thought, how can
            the mere absence of an oath to avoids restrict those sins
            lead to the accumulation of karmas ?

       A. :  Karmas are banded because there is no vow taken to stop
            sins  which  means  deep  inside  the  heart,  the  possibility
            to exercise the sins is still open. For eg. Since morning
            you  thought  that.  “I  wish  to  do  an  Upvas  (fast)  today
            but I will not take any pachakkhan (vow) because what
            if  I  feel  hungry  in  the  afternoon ?  If  I  can  control  my
            hunger, then I will definitely complete the Upvas.” Now
            what  was  the  hidden  thought  here ?  The  thought  was
            that  if  you  feel  hungry,  you  will  eat.  It  means  that  the
            possibility to consume food is open. Even if you do not
            eat, the possibility is present. This is also a sin. Similarly,
            even  if  one  does  not  eat  roots  (kandamoola),  but  does
            not take an oath because of the fear of breakage of the
            oath,  it  means  that  the  underlying  thought  is,  “if  the
            situation demands, I may have to consume roots.” This
            possibility  to  consume  the  inedible  kandamoola  is  also
            a sin and leads to the accumulation of karmas.

       Jinshasan says :
       1)  The  Mithyabhava  where  in  you  consider  sinful  acts  be
          worth doing is a sin.

       2)  The  possibility  of  exercising  those  sins  which  is  rooted
          deep in your mind is also a sin.

       3) The love or hatred towards sins is a sin, too.

       4) Sinful thoughts, actions or words is also a sin.

       Sins are exercised in 3 ways :
       Now,  there  are  various  ways  of  exercising  these  sins  i.e.
       you  can  exercise  those  sins  on  your  own,  you  can  inspire

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