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between. She must have trapped him anyway to eat and drink unlucky man. Instead, if he would have set my rela on with
such spell-casted food at her place. How mean of her?” Saying some man with a long life then life would have been fun.”
so, she strayed away in other thoughts. Actually, her own mind The burning sensa on of Sundari was increasing more
was malicious, so she imagined others to be evil. If her husband and more, she was speaking senselessly without any thought.
enjoys with the second wife, then she (the first) can't bear it. Dharmadas was listening to everything. He just got frozen on
Actually, she was full of envy, so she imagined others to be hearing this! He thought, "Oh! Is she a wife or a pros tute? She
envious. The evil in ones own mind creates such evil world used to show boundless love and affec on for me before. Now
inside. There was no enchantment or witchery over there. No when she saw her selfish mo ves not ge ng fulfilled, she is
death. Even then, the suspicious and selfish mind creates fierce calling me wretched and unlucky man! She is telling 'He died
and disgus ng imagina ons. away, killing me together' She is crying just for her sensual
Right from the beginning, Sundari's mind was dipped so pleasures! Really, I feel grateful to my religious friend who
deep in selfishness that she didn't just stop in the imagina ons really has genuine affec on and precise care for me. Thanks to
of witchcra but con nued ahead. In addi on, the apparent him for showing me such a discreet test! Let me listen to what
husband's death became so frigh ul for her, she couldn't resist she has to say for me'.
the enraged fire burning in her heart that she began to cry "O, God! Why are you torturing and troubling me? You
alone loudly as per woman's nature. felt no mercy for me? Why does the whole world call you
“Oh my God! What has this happened? I hoped to make merciful? You are really cruel. You broke my playtoy. You broke
my husband forget his so very dear religion. And it happened my vessel of lus ul enjoyments! What should I do now? Whom
so. He is providing me with all sensual pleasures and fun. On should I speak? Oh! I'm burning in the fire of lust and this dead
top of that, in such enjoyment, he is in full control of me. So I husband has added petrol in it ! This stone like husband has
dreamt. ‘He would do whatever I say and I'll become a great broken my forehead. Now, who will earn money for me? Who
queen having full power and prowess in this house.’ All my will bring money and ardently serve my feet? It's night me
hopes sha ered into pieces with this incident. Oh! I'm now...All people will gather...There would be a great s r, hustle-
completely ruined! Where from would I get worldly pleasures? bustle all night long and would take this corpse lately in the
I will have to burn in my mind looking at happy young couples! morning. Till then, I would have to lament and wail beat my
The sparrow couple is luckier than me who are immersed in head and chest in front of the people. But I've no strength le
love and bliss. I won't have any lus ul pleasures all my life! He now. I didn't eat the whole day to impress this unfortunate
died away, killing me together! Ah! Ah! My father is really a poor man. I have become lean in this starva on. How would I
donkey! He didn't ask the astrologer properly, whether this perform all the ac on of bea ng and shou ng? And the rich,
man has a good lifespan or not? Without asking the astrologer, sweet dish is cooked and ready. Should it be thrown into waste?
he has ly arranged my marriage with this wretched and No, no whatever was going to happen has been occurred.
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